Life goes on....but time seems to be at a standstill !!!

Well that is what it is.Yes life is going on but the time seems to be at a standstill.Nothing around me seems to be changing,nothing around me seems to give me a reason to cheer,a reason to laugh yet life goes on.It's damn monotonous going over my routines daily without any changes in me.Guess AIT has taught me a lot many things.It tells me that no matter what is going around you just try to be happy.......even though there may be no apparent reason otherwise you can forget about living what they call life.It gave me a picture of reality of what I used to hear...that time changes everything and everybody.Yes it does change but seldom for the good. Time alters people in a way that you may never expect them to.Time could be a remedy but it could also be poison.AIT taught me it's difficult to find good friends but it's damn easy to lose them,maybe forever(Observation sometimes helps). God these days it seems the colour is out of my life.Half the times I am happy but I am not happy.I don't deny that there have been times when I felt happy that I came to this place.I don't know weather it is this place which is making me frustrated or is it something else.Well I ahve written a lot of gibberish today and really don't feel like going any further.SAYONARA!!!